Here I am with yet another post about my desire. I have been thinking of a name I can use for her? I was reading about her name, that of an old Hindi God and a hallucinogenic naturally growing drug!!
I think I will simply refer to her as M, for a good reason but one I shall keep to myself.

So I have just missed a day of work after dislocating my arm, was kinda messed up having been up for 30 odd hours, being knocked out to get my arm back in and then the painkillers on top I plane slept through my shift. I have a feeling I am going to get fired soon, that would be a disaster I wouldn't see M then.
I cant even think of an excuse to see her out of work without asking for a date.
Once again I am too timid to even contemplate that!!

Having been sitting here thinking about her I again began to write a little,

This cold reaches my despair,
When the sky clouds dark,
And the stars fall by.
I dream of your love,
A dream of sunshine.
For my life gone by,
I have sat in wait,
For the night of my day,
To be lit by your warmth.

That one is kinda dark, I dare say that is due to the melancholy mood I am in.

This next one came to me while laying in bed,

Your body, soft, supple, warm.
Let me explore you; let me discover your passion.
Invite me to find the depths of your soul,
Those places where only you go, private places talked of never.
Let me share them, feast of them, inflame them with passion.
Let me engorge your body and soul with desire.
With a rolling wall of driving lust, let me tear you asunder,
With my thunderous desire, let me pleasure you completely.
Tumultuously I will leave you quivering, shattered, satisfied,
Totally alive.

AJ.